Lisa J. Smith's...Space In Between
"The New Voice For A New Age" Intuitive/Psychic/Medium, Lifestyle Media Host and Author
The universe sure is working in my favor to make sure all the doors are closed before the next one is open…if I would only stop opening the doors that are closed I am sure this would go much smoother…..lol. Lesson Learned: kick the sand off your flip flops….don’t look back or you’ll get stuck….and keep moving FORWARD. Some people will never change….I want to be the one who does.
You ask me for forgiveness
You ask me for forgiveness
You ask me for forgivness, but for what you do not know.
You ask me to forgive you.
Have you ever thought maybe you are asking for the wrong thing?
Perhaps you could be asking for love, strength and healing.
For you to have hurt me so much you beg of my forgivenss…you must have been pretty hurt yourself.
I will always find a way to mend my wounded heart…the question is can you mend yours?
The” L” word might surprise you in letting go
They say to let go of what you love the most and if it comes back it was meant to be.
The funny thing about truly letting go is that when you do let go, it can never really come back. Not the way it was. Nothing is ever the way it was.
The beauty comes in understanding that loving enough is letting go.
It is really never about the letting go and coming back.
It is always about the loving.
They don’t make it easy
They don’t make it easy these people I know.
They challenge, they test, and they don’t bring out the best.
I suppose they love me somewhere inside.
I will be OK with it all one day I know…
My wish is that one day soon they will be too.
Love is not earned
Love is not earned. It is not expected. It is not a gift.
Love simply just is.
There is no need to define, explain or try to understand. I am sorry that you are not allowing yourself to feel what is already a divine part of who you are.
I will always give it.
I will always be it.
What I will not and cannot do is make you feel it.
When you know you that you are deserving, you will know that you have it. I wish I could the rules to fit your need, but there is a reason the rules are what they are and the reasons you may never know.
The love I feel for you is all that I am. I don’t always have to like you to love you…that is the beauty of love.
I am here.
I am love.
I will always be here to love you.
In between the spaces
In between the spaces
What to do? What to do? What to do?
Time is ticking and I am sitting.
Sitting…watching time pass me by.
Sitting
Waiting
Watching
Wondering when life will throw its curve balls somewhere lese. Wondering when I will ever get off home plate. Wondering where in the world I will go? Wondering where I will end up? Where can I feel supported? Where is the love?
Life
I don’t claim to understand it. I never have claimed to understand all that is. I’m not sure I am supposed too. I do know it has been interesting. Twists and turns, ups and downs, all leading me to a place of unknown certainties and in directions I could never have anticipated.
Good places.
Bad Places.
Not sure anymore…maybe just places.
Places in between life where the answers are hard to find. Searching comes up empty. Sometimes I think the reason is far past our capacity to understand that place. So for now, I will continue through this journey, maybe it is the journey of “make believe”. I just don’t know anymore. I have decided I do not know much. I am thinking that maybe that is ok.
So I will sit.
I will sit in the space in between.
I will be in that space of fleeing answers, yet some sort pf peace.
What to do I may never know…maybe that is the point, the reason, and the place to be!